Monday, August 29, 2011

I Need a Project.

I have quite a few people whose blogs I follow (see sidebar) and it seems like everyone has plenty of projects to do. I need/want a project. I feel like all I've done lately is sit around my house and sweat all day. I know, gross, but it's true! It's been so hot it's too hard to even think about doing anything, but I've gotten so bored and I seriously and only do dishes and pick up toys and stuff so many times a week before I go insane. I should PROBABLY get a job, but you know, not really something I'm pushing for. Tim had to work today, but he has the rest of the week off and it's pretty much packed to the gills with stuff to do. It'd be pretty nice to just have him home and chill out, but since he can never sit in one place too long, I don't think that'll ever happen. He was also was called to be the second counselor in the young men's presidency so Wednesday nights are now off limits for going anywhere. It's just as well, people are always doing stuff during the week anyways. Other than that I don't have much to do. All of the stuff that needs to get done this week is Tim's stuff that's he's helping other people with. Tuesday we're helping people move. Wednesday during the day I think he's helping his dad rip out the laundry room wall. Thursday he's fixing our car so we can get it registered. Friday probably getting the car tested and registered (finally) then fixing our dryer (hallelujah) Saturday probably will be so tired of being "at home" with me he'll find something else to do that I can't go do, even though I won't be doing ANY of this stuff that's been planned for the week. My project now has become nagging Tim to order parts, call people, ask Tim for money and me just chasing kids everywhere. I feel like a single mom sometimes. I know it's awful and Tim does help with the kids A LOT but he's so BUSY. Sometimes like he can't find time to squeeze in some "together" time where we just stay at home and hang out. But I still have the need for a project. Sigh. I hate how selfish I am.